Grrr!

Let's see... What to write? I WANT A CAT! NOW!! I saw this totally adoreable little kitten advert, and I almost have to sit on my hands to not make that phone call to see if it is still available. But I have to be practical now. I can't buy alll the things a kitten need right now, because I have to buy furniture for my new apartment. But as soon as I can afford it... The very minute I can afford it!!The thing that bugs me is that my parents have to question every decision I make, be it a cat or the color of the couch. I have to wait to get a cat (Of course I know that, but I ain't waiting 'til next year) and the thing with the couch. I want a bright red one "You'll grow tired of it within a month".Guess I'll have to live with that then.It's like... I'm 26 years old and they still don't trust me enough to say "Ok, so you want a red couch. Cool" Or with the cat... Don't get me started!(Ok get me started ;) It's always about them, what it means to them. So what if mom has to drive me to the vet with the cat?? It's not that far. Nevermind if I feel lonely and want someone to take care of. It's just so frustrating that they seem to think that I need their approval for everything. Everything should happen when it suits them, and if I say that I want something, or want to do something, they either just snort or give some negative remark. I'm so sick of it.//Syntium

Pathetic

02:48I don't have any friends. Or I have one friend but he lives far away so I don't get to see him that often.That's why I've decided to get a cat, as soon as I can afford it after the move into a bigger apartment.But then it hit me. I'm getting a cat because I feel lonely most of the time. It's like, I'm climbing the walls here sometimes. Will a cat fix that? Well of course I hope so, but maybe deep down inside it's human companion I'm longing for. Which is kinda hard to admit because I've always thought of myself as a loner, who don't need humans. Animals, yes, but not humans.People... I tend to let them in to a certain degree, but then, after that I don't really know what to do. How to let them in further. I don't know what it is that I am afraid of, or maybe I just don't know how to play the game.But it's like, the core of my being is so fragile that I can't dare to let someone in 'cause maybe I'd get hurt, or even totally crushed. It's just a survival instinct.I shouldn't write blogs this late... They just end up pathetic.//Syntium

Blast from the past part 3

20:22The Israeli entry to Eurovision song contest in 1987! Love the choreography! ^_^//Syntium

Plz?

06:34Sometimez U just needs bellies rubz...//Syntium

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